Tuesday, December 29, 2009

bushah is another year older

happy birthday to my sista, bushah


may allah bless you in every way, dunia dan akhirat...amin

Sunday, December 27, 2009

countdown

without much self-realisation, we are 2 days towards 2010 (and 2 years before 2012 -muahahahhaha!!!!)


hmm... new resolutions?
- lessen my coffee? nah...
- healthier diet... will surely try that
- lesser weight? why not.
- more $? WHY NOT...
- stop daydreaming? crap! without daydreaming, we wouldnt be having TV or aeroplanes or a gadget that i dont even understand like iPhone

my actual new year resolutions?
people say action first, brag later - anyway...just please, pray for a good year for me & family :D


and dont stop believing in yourself :-)



Thursday, December 24, 2009

All I Ask of You -phantom of the opera

RAOUL
No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears
I'm here, nothing can harm you
my words will warm and calm you
Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears.
I'm here with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you...

CHRISTINE
Say you love me every waking moment,
turn my head with talk of summertime...
Say you need me with you now and always...
Promise me that all you say is true
that's all I ask of you

RAOUL
Let me be your shelter
let me be your light
You're safe, No one will find you
your fears are far behind you...

CHRISTINE
All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night
and you, always beside me, to hold me and to hide me...

RAOUL
Then say you'll share with me
one love, one lifetime
let me lead you from your solitude
Say you need me with you here, beside you...
anywhere you go, let me go too
Christine, that's all I ask of you...

CHRISTINE
Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime...
say the word and I will follow you...
Share each day with me,
each night, each morning...
Say you love me...

RAOUL
You know I do...

BOTH
Love me - that's all I ask of you
Anywhere you go let me go too
Love me - that's all I ask of you...




Le Fantôme de l'Opéra

i love this movie, never been to the broadway show (tho thought of it when i went to london last few years).

i looooove the songs, esp.

the phantom of the opera.

The Phantom of the Opera (original title: Le Fantôme de l'Opéra) is a novel by French writer Gaston Leroux. It was first published as a serialization in Le Gaulois from November 19, 1909 to January 8, 1910. Initially, the story sold very poorly upon publication in book form and was even out of print several times during the twentieth century, despite the success of its various film and stage adaptations. The most notable of these were the 1925 film depiction and Andrew Lloyd Webber's 1986 musical. The Phantom of the OperaBroadway show in history, and one of the most lucrative entertainment enterprises of all time

...more



in 2004, it was made into a hollywood movie, that i went to watch -alone- while i was a few days before giving birth to amir hazeem. the movie was awesome (apart from the fact that i sat next to a couple of old ladies enjoying and 'commenting' on almost every scene...errr, am i one of them??? nahhh)



loving Gerard Butler & Emmy Rossum!


Wednesday, December 23, 2009

aura or plain confidence?

do u ever realised when we walk in a crowd, sometimes our eyes will automatically caught on a person, and most of the times that person is a very attractive man or woman?

say a woman...
the way she walks, she holds her head high
the way she dresses, she dresses in style
and her face somehow shines above the rest of the crowd
(dont get me wrong, sometimes this person can -to a certain degree- portray vanity)
but still, these kind of people attract us the most

why?

high level of aura?

or is it because of self confidence?

tapi kadang2 ada jugak yg menarik perhatian sebab dia antara yg tak senonoh dlm ramai2 tu :D

so, which one is you? ehehehh

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

happy birthday, my beloved amir hazeem!

he was born 5 years ago.
in ampang putri.
i was induced. and he was vacumed. he first saw the world, unable to cry a single sound... because he was choking. the peads did a great job and after few seconds, i heard his first cry. it was a very meaningful moment for my husband and i.


today amir hazeem is 5 years old and he is everything to us.

he thought us the meaning of being a parents,
the importance of appreciating each others,
and the purpose life brings.


my beloved amir hazeem,

happy birthday and may allah bless you in this world and akhirat. may allah bless you with great health, brilliant mind and abundance wealth, not to forget may allah completes you with humble, sensitivity, respect and all good manners especially tahap keimanan yang tinggi... amin...


hari tu aku diet

last 2 weeks i started my diet - which aku tabur je mendietkan diri.

satu sebab, aku kena gi dinner laki aku

dua sebabnya, member aku yg slim kena sound ngan doktor suruh dia jaga makan... errr what about me who is 'slimmer'???

so, aku amik keputusan utk start ber-diet.

aku duk la makan oat for either dinner or lunch, tapi atleast a serving of oat mesti ada dlm sehari.
i lost weight. in a week. i didnt know how much but people has been saying i lost weight.

tapi, cukup seminggu, aku muak, jgn sebut nama quaker oats!

jadi, macam mana nak diet ni?????

Monday, December 21, 2009

ceramah lagi...

ini aku dah dgr lama tapi aku lupa nak zahirkan dlm blog aku ni

ceramah tu aku dgr dlm radio masa raya haji and masa dgr ceramah tu, airmata aku menitik... bukan sikit tapi deras gak la... and aku tak tau laki aku perasan ke tak, tapi yg nyata nya anak2 aku dah lelap dlm kereta.

tajuk ceramah tu aku tak tahu sebab aku dgr dah halfway eheheh tapi talk tu lebih kepada pengalaman seorg perempuan tu dapat tugasan sebagai the only lady photographer (kalau tak silap, the only photographer) yg ditugaskan mengambil gambar musim haji dimekah.

mostly dia cerita pasal pengalaman dia dari segi teknikal, tapi yg mengusik hati aku bila ayat dia ada sebut... hanya orang yang DIJEMPUT Allah sahaja yg dapat menunaikan haji dengan sempurna...

aku tanya laki aku, apa lak maksud tu? aku tgk ada gak org wat haji gedebuk gedebak tapi balik hancur gak... (nauzubillah)

laki aku cakap la, itu maknanya dia tak dijemput, hati belum terbuka. maklumlah, hidayah Allah ni utk org2 terpilih shj. korang tak tau betapa terusik aku dgr ayat tu. almaklumlah, aku ni pun kira kategori tak lengkap lagi dlmm ibadah...and aku ter-wonder2, adakah aku akan tergolong dlm org2 dijemput? adakah aku bertuah utk mendapat hidayah?

ada gak org2 yg aku tgk bercerita pasal agama bagai nak rak, tapi perangai tak serupa bikin. ada yg sembahyang cukup tapi kaki menipu. ada yg pegi masjid tapi mengumpat. nauzubillah... aku terpikir aku ni golongan mana?

laki aku cakap lagi, tuhan punya ujian lak macam2. ada tu perangai macam setan tapi tuhan bagi jugak rezeki kat dia. ada tu, tabiat nak menasihatkan org tapi tak sedar pun dia sama je. macam2 la... tapi yg penting kita berbaik sesama manusia, kita ingat dosa pahala and kita yakin Allah dah janji balasannya.

lepas tu, perempuan tu cakap lagi, kadang2 kita ni nak marah anak kita perangai tak senonoh. yg sepatutnya kita telek diri kita dulu, apa dosa kita sampai anak kita berperangai sedemikian. ada ke kita kasi anak kita makan duit haram? ada ke dosa2 kita dulu yg kita lupa nak bertaubat? ada ke kita duk wat naya kat org? semua tu Allah dah janji balasannya... and if anak kita buat perangai, kita doakan anak kita ke arah kebaikan dan semoga allah mengampunkan dosa2 kita, sekiranya ada yg kita tak sedar.

apa yg buatkan aku menitis airmata?
aku takut.
aku tau aku tak sempurna. and byk yg aku tak cukup.
dan aku berdoa semoga allah memberi hidayah kepada aku sekeluarga. semoga aku nampak if aku ada silap kat mana2 sebab aku nampak ada org keliling aku yang buat peel tapi tak sedar diri pun... nauzubillah, jgn la aku sekeluarga jadi cenggitu.

dan aku perasan, bila dtg keinsafan dlm diri aku, aku rasa tenang... aku boleh beribadat lebih lagi. lebih lengkap. dan aku lebih tenang. aku tak kisah pun apa org nak buat kat aku sebab aku yakin Allah Maha Berkuasa.

dan aku berdoa, moga2 aku mendapat hidayahNya. begitu juga dgn anak2 aku, dan suami ku dan keluarga ku.

amin...

Sunday, December 20, 2009

muscle spasm

last friday was one of the many friday offs of this month.

i had plans.

i had MANY wonderful great plans - one of which to spring clean the house and IKEA shopping with hubby and kids.

kita hanya merancang - Allah yg menentukan... huhuhuuu...

jatuh tepat pada hari jumaat petang, maka aku pun mendapat satu sakit yang amat iaitu lower back muscle spasm!
masyaAllah!!! sakit nya teramat la

apo bondo tuh?


What is a muscle spasm?

A muscle spasm or cramp is an involuntary contraction of a muscle. Muscle spasms occur suddenly, usually resolve quickly, and are often painful.
A muscle spasm is different than a muscle twitch. A muscle twitch or fasciculation is uncontrolled fine movement of a small segment of a larger muscle that can be seen under the skin.


What causes a muscle spasm?

There are a variety of causes of muscle spasms, and each cause depends on certain predisposing factors and anatomic areas of involvement.

Spasms can occur when a muscle is overused and tired, particularly if it is overstretched or if it has been held in the same position for a prolonged period of time. In effect, the muscle cell runs out of energy and fluid and becomes hyperexcitable and develops a forceful contraction. This spasm may involve part of a muscle, the whole muscle, or even adjacent muscles.

Overuse as a cause of skeletal muscle spasm is often seen in athletes who are doing strenuous exercise in a hot environment. This is also an occupational issue with construction workers, especially roofers. Usually, the spasms will occur in the large muscles that are being asked to do the work.


Painful?
memanggggg...

how did i get it?
aku meniarap lama main PSP (padan muka aku! muahahahaa)

so, my brilliant plans all went into the drain!
gone! kaput!

gambar tambahan

barisan pendekar...




 
muahahahahahaha!!

curious harith...

i see harith as an explorer and his brother hazeem as a creative thinker...

harith is more active, those who knew hazeem can imagine how hard it is to handle these two boys... but alhamdulillah, sometimes they are still bearable :D

one day i found harith in the kitchen -alone-


hmm???



buat apa tu?



ehehe...kantoi la pulak!


 ooo... korek lubang ya (muahahah!!!) - lubang bukan sebarang lubang, tu lubang masa wat treatment utk termites. dia curious nape lantai ni berlubang...

mari bersukan

last two weeks, hazeem had a mini sports day at his daycare centre. we went there to support him. it was a great day but was quite hot.



kids getting ready to recite doa and their school songs
well...budak2 tu malu2 so we only heard sepoi2 bahasa of the doas and the songs... eheheh


me and iza airina, old classmate during our ALevels days
(nape harith menjeling aunty iza tu??)


hazeem sibuk nak pakai topi askar dia :D


sing and jump for joy!





anak sulung iza, he is going into std 1 next year. good luck, iza!








abis dah tahun ni nyer class...alhamdulillah


dinner company suamiku :D



aku menyibukkan diri ke company dinner suamiku :-p
tema Blockbuster Night dan blongos nye group kena PGL (Puteri Gunung Ledang). memula aku ingat nak berkemban, tapi memikirkan aku tak sempat nak diet, maka hajat aku berkubur (wakakakakaa!!!) -for greater goods!

jgn memain, laki aku lepas tu pakai tanjak, berkeris and bercapal. aku lak berterompah, errr... aiseh lupa lak nak amik gambar full :-) hmm... nampak tak bunga sekuntum kat kepala??

aku enjoy malam tu, mostly because i was seated with a group of sporting people...

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

solat hajat

semalam aku terjebak mendengar ceramah (bukan kat masjid tapi cd yg dipasang oleh apak ku)... ceramah tu oleh ustaz terengganu. so, bahasa penyampaiannya tiada lain dan tidak bukan melainkan bahasa terengganu.

lepas beberapa minit mendengar aku terasa best pulak. point ustaz tu stret je, ada siap illustrasi contoh2 lagi...

satu point pasal solat hajat ni, kita boleh meminta hajat pada Allah kat mana2 sahaja and bila2 sahaja yg kita nak... kalau nak main doa je boleh gak tapi yg paling afdal kita solat la. and solat tu mudah, takde ayat2 specific kena baca, ikut tahap kelas agama masing2 la :D

lepas tu, kalau nak wat solat hajat, biar le hajat tu besar skit... kalau setakat nak berhajat makan sup tulang malam nanti, itu baiklah kita doa dlm hati je :D solat hajat ni utk kes2 cthnya nak exam, kita nak result bagus...kalau cenggitu, jgn lupa supaya Allah memberkati pulak ilmu kita, kot dpt 18A nanti besar jadi hackers ke makan rasuah ke pembuat bom ke tak ke haru je...

lepas tu kena la lojik, contohnya, mintak supaya dpt 18A ataupun lulus dgn cemerlang, tapi buku sekadar selak 2-3mukasurat je baik le takyah. ini bukan magik.

lagi satu yg tertarik perhatian aku, dipenghujung sesi tu, ada sesi soal jawab. ada yg bagi soklan bertulis,

(ditranslate dari bahasa 'ganu)
"saya suka termenung di tingkap rumah setiap hari. dan hobi sampingan saya, saya suka meludah pada ayam2 yg lalu didepan rumah (WTF?). kadang2 kena kepala ayam kadang2 saya miss. apa kah saya berdosa?"

ustaz tu cakap la, ada gak ya soklan cenggini.. (muahahahha!!)
mula2 skali, takde lak nas yg sebut exactly apa balasan kalau kita ludah kepala ayam... tapi nabi muhammad saw pun menghormati binatang, even dia nak sembelih binatang utk makan, nabi akan asah pisau tu secara sembunyi2. bukan cam org sekarang, dah le asah pisau depan lembu tu, siap ckap lagi, 'siap la ko lembu'... tak elok la gitu.

kalau dipikir2 kan balik, mamat tu takde keje ke duk termenung sambil meludah ayam. adakah itu sesi terapi beliau? atau ada pertandingan meludah ayam?


manusia.... manusia...

Monday, December 7, 2009

why we (esp ladies) love to read romantic books/ watch romantic movies/ listen to romantic songs?

why?

i do not know about others but for me, i like them cos they are able to provide me a feelings which i found it difficult to get from the 'real world'... muahahahaha!!!

i dont mind when the reality hits back once the movie/book/song is over... cos it was the short moment that matters.

now is the craze for twilight saga - and i am one of the twilight maniacs!
why?
who wouldnt want to be Bella?? being pursued by 2 most unimaginably attractive characters - the ever charming and gentleman Edward and also... the ever so edgy-rugged-badboy but loving Jacob. both care, love, ever so protective over head-over-heel-Bella... i dont think the bloodsucking mosquitoes could get near Bella when Edward is near or no sharp-teeth animal would dare to touch her when Jacob is there... huhuhhu...

who would resist the adrenaline rush when a vampire carry you on his back (romantically) on a 'fast ride' across the country...
or who would get the chance to be saved from drowning by the werewolf? a topless werewolf (eheehhe)


well, reality check:

whenever you complaint about nyamuk, you end up spraying the ridsect on your own in the middle of the night (or he would do it once a while... is it becos he just want you to shut up?)

i dont even wanna think about any sharp tooth animal - he will be the first one to run away (ahahaha- ye ke??)

carry you on his back?? carry you? on his back??? wanna talk about 'heavy' here?

save you from drowning? in my case, i think i would be save cos i am not a good swimmer and he is :D (sorry, dear - it is your job)


so, why we love romantic stuff again?

i think simply because those around us are not romantic enough... kuangkuangkuang...

Sunday, December 6, 2009

where can i get?

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mana nak dpt baju kebaya labuh?

(btw, ada org suh aku carik dlm lemari nenek ku, nenek ku tak pakai kebaya, dia pakai gaun muahahahah!!!)

...
mana aaa?

Thursday, December 3, 2009

things u thought u wont hear until ur son atleast hit puberty

di rumah, anak2 aku mmg kaki kentut bersepah...

semlm, hazeem kentut depan aku, stret aku bgtau dia,
"hazeem, nanti mama kentut kat hazeem terus hazeem tercampak pegi rumah sebelah"

dia jawab
"mama ni, nanti hazeem kentut lagi mama tercampak pegi jauh sana" sambil memuncungkan mulut menunjukkan betapa jauh aku akan pegi

aku lawan balik
"nanti mama kentut hazeem tercampak sampai planet mars"

dia melawan lagi
"hazeem kentut besar sekali mama tercampak sampai kubur"


erk!!!


adakah dia paham? wakakakak aku hanya mampu gelak besar...

bubble bath


bubble bathe naked (muahahahahh!!!)

dont get me wrong, sabun mandi bukan GLO belakang tu aaa...

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

perempuan dan anak part II



untuk mengelakkan sebarang kekeliruan, post sebelum ini adalah post GENERAL
(ahakss!)

tiada kena mengena dengan hidup atau mati tapi if ada terasa... ampuuunnn :D:D


perempuan dan anak

kadang-kadang aku leh relate and sometimes aku tak paham...

ada sesetengah perempuan tak suka ada anak... apa lagi anak ramai


maybe dia pikir...
penat mengandungkan baby for 9 bulan
ada yg alahan, ada yg muntah, tak lalu makan, naik badan, panas yang amat, sakit belakang, mengantuk all the time, darah tinggi la... darah tak cukup la...

or
sakit and takut sebab kena hadap possiblity mati masa beranak
kengkadang baby breach, kena la emergency c-sect, sakit teramat ada yang sampai dekat sehari suntuk... ye la, sakit beranak is the 2nd lepas sakit nak mati - masya Allah...

or
boring and takut meroyan masa 44 hari pantang
dah la makan kena jaga, keluar takleh, jalan kena slow2, kena lak telan jamu yang tak sedap... kalau tak jaga badan kang laki carik lain (senang sungguh...)

or
penat melayan kerenah anak (if housewives - 24jam)
mana ada ibu yg tergamak biarkan anak meragam sorg2... mesti dia nak layan anak dia, merajuk ke, menangis ke, meragam ke... anak selalunya comes first. baju sendiri pun tak sempat beli, asyik beli anak punya je... (maybe itu pasal laki nampak org lain lagi menariks dari tgk bini kat umah - senang sunggoh...:D)

or
takut laki tinggalkan dia kat rumah utk jaga anak whilst diorg keluar enjoy ngan kengkawan
laki kengkadang ada je hal kat luar, nak jumpa kawan lama, nak main sukan utk sihat (abis bini tak payah bersukan? takkan sukan atas katil je kot??) nak release tension (abis bini tak payah release tension? takkan release tension atas katil ke kot??) - alasan, anak2 tak baik ngan dia... err... nak anak sesama, apasal bini je kena tanggung penat...

or
takut macam2 la
esp bila anak besar kurang ajar lak tu... memang ZASSS kena lempang je ;-p


tapi
aku pikir benda2 ni gak
..

PAHALA


bila melahirkan, isteri ni bersih dari segala dosa... tak ke best tu?!
mmg payah... tapi pikirkan pahala... insyaallah...

Monday, November 23, 2009

searching

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still searching
mana la yg sesuai
susahnya
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hmm...
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Sunday, November 22, 2009

the twilight saga

call me outdated but i only watched TWILIGHT for my first time - last night, on astro!!!

i have read many comments saying how romantic the movie was.... huh, cerita hantu romantic??? and my sister also said, the story book was far more feelings than the movie.

so, last night, i took the liberty (cewah) of watching it first time. i put my baby to sleep earlier, and i totally let my husband took care of hazeem, let me watch my Twilight with full concentration (of course, there is no definition of full concentration once you are married and have kids!)...

my verdict: light movie.... the romantic part, i have to say it was a bit less than my expectations, maybe my sister was right - the book portrays more feelings... BUT i couldnt help to enjoy bits and pieces of the romantic parts and the truly gorgeous sharp pale face of Edward Cullens (gagagagagga!!!!)

of course, in every of us, we have a part to wanna feel romantic, regardless your age, upbringing, sex... (i mean man or woman)... you sure have a slight desire to wanna feel romantic. kira2nya, aku melayan perasaan romantic jugak la semalam.... :D


and today, i googled for the sequel of the twilight saga - NEW MOON....

aisehman...........................
now i have to drool for two characters - the vampire and the werewolf!

i wish.... i really wish....


Thursday, November 19, 2009

once upon a time, there was a jiwang girl (oh wait, she still is jiwang!)

during my early teenage years, i used to be a loner, i stuffed my ears with a pair of earphone, just to keep the world away...

and one of the songs that really captured my heart (and of course feeeeelingss...) was (and still is) PROMISE ME. i cant remember who the singer was but when i searched the net i found it, it sounded still the same so i guess the singer is BEVERLY CRAVEN.

the melody is sort of dark meaningful feelings...
bila dengar balik... i feel kinda sad... sob sob sob..

(errr.. masa tu takdak boyfren aaa, maybe one of the reasons i felt sad ahahhaha!!)



you light up another cigarette and i pour the wine
it's four o'clock in the morning and it is starting to get light
now i'm right where i wanna be losing track of time
but i wish that it was still last night
u look like you're in another world but i can read your mind
how can you be so far away lying by my side
when i go away i'll miss you
and i will be thinking of you
every night and day

just promise me
you'll wait for me
cos i'll be saving all my love for you
and i will be home soon
promise me
you'll wait for me
i need to know you feel the same way too
and i'll be home, i'll be home soon


u can hear the song from the player on your right :D

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

mimpi stress

bila stress or fikiran tu ada mcm2... aku selalunya aku bermimpi...

mimpi apa?

selalunya mimpi2 kategori stress ni hanya sesuai dijadikan cerita horror ataupun fictional yang terlampau.

cth: masa kerja dulu aku bermimpi bos aku boleh ber-transform menjadi monster ataupun melayu panggil momok... ada jugak time aku melampau benci kat bos aku, maka malam itu aku bermimpi bos kecik aku 'buat kerja' ngan bos besar aku - out of all the people, aku lak yg nampak - so... mmg HORROR!

skrg dah tak keje, apa lak aku mimpi?
ada time aku mimpi, laki aku buat2 lupa kat aku - ini mimpi boleh mendatangkan marah... dan bila bangun pagi, aku jeling dia seround dan dia akan musykil kenapa la kena marah pagi2 ni...

ada gak mimpi yang bila bangun, aku pun tak tau apa pekdah mimpi tu...

tapi kengkadang ada mimpi yg bermakna... contohnya: aku penah mimpi aku ada nasi lemak, aku makan tak abis2 siap pas kat laki aku lagi... skali rupa2 nya laki aku dpt offer kerja yg better dari kerja dia masa tu...alhamdulillah... ia juga boleh memberi maksud, lepas tu boleh la laki aku beli nasi lemak byk2!

ini cerita mimpi ya... lain dgn cerita mengigau...
kalau nak cerita mengigau yg best...
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aku kena mintak izin laki aku dulu sebab....



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(aku kena mintak izin dia dulu :-p)

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

cuba teka mana aku...



zainab rendah 2
kami satu keluarga
tolong menolong tidak mengira bangsa
kami merasa bangga
wahai ibu dan bapa
didada menyala utk terus membara


(betul ke lirik sekolah aku ni?? macam main tabor je... aku lupa la)

stupid people

sometimes aku rasa, i am surrounded by idiots!


idiots who do not know how to behave

idiots who do not know how respect others

idiots who do not know how to honor their own words

idiots who just love to irritate you

idiots who simply cant resist flirting with someone else's husband

idiots who are vocally retarded

and some are just plain idiots!!



it sucks....!!!

Monday, November 16, 2009

bijak si kancil

good qualities of my son (think so?!)

  1. persistent: when he ask for something, he will keep asking until he get it or until he satisfy that he wont get it. e.g. kalau pergi klcc, everytime mesti nak masuk toys'r us. and everytime tak dpt, dia nangis and nangis and nangis until u want to take all your hair off your head pun he continue nangis! he will only stop bila kereta bergerak keluar dari tunnel parking klcc. 'ini dah konfem tak dpt ni... better stop crying!'
  2. not easily influenced: he wont take your words easily. e.g. my MIL was telling a story to persuade him to eat veggie. 'when your daddy was small, he took spinach cos he wanted to be strong like popeye'... and he said 'yeah. ok' (translated: yeah, right...you think i would fall for that?!)
  3. creative: he can make anything out of everything... and he can draw too - i will put his drawing next time ok.
  4. outspoken: apa yg tak puashati, he will say it - esp about how we wanna raise him!
  5. cunning: always know what to say in most 'situations'. e.g. i heard him playing with the insectide spray (ridsect tu) and i shouted from the kitchen (he was outside) 'hazeem buat apa tuh?!!' he kept quiet for a moment and answered 'hazeem terkentut, mama...'
bijak tak? bijak ....


itu belum masuk kebijaksanaan si harith!
next time...

he and him

do they look the same??


hazeem


harith


hazeem



do i look like my big bro?

anak kecil main api


kacang puteh? anyone?


jail bird... nah...




hi, my name is ika!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

mertua vs menantu

this topic is sensitive topic since ages ago. i think if the cavemen knew about marriage (proper marriage - not just knocking heads with their kayu), they would have same issues.

issues?

good or bad, they are still issues.
who doesnt have issues at all - let's just say they are talking bullshit.
well, to be fair, there are few who have good relationship... and mostly have disputes over even small matter.

i have a MIL.
i dont have a menantu yet as my first son is only 5 year old.

do i have issues with my MIL?
sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit...
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but let me put it this way, i have a good MIL.
she helps me alot esp when my maid ran away recently...and now i = maid!
but she helps me out a lot!

disputes?
of course, there are numbers... but i even had disputes with my own mom!

why i have this topic on my mind today?
cos sometimes aku serba salah... there were times aku tak puashati, of course aku menumpang and she has her rules...so salah aku if ada benda aku tak puashati.
kenapa aku menumpang? sebab laki aku nak menumpang rumah mak dia, dia taknak menumpang rumah mak aku wakakkaka...

well, this morning aku terpikir, MIL aku ni la yang besarkan hubby aku.
and i love him.
and kadangkala aku perasan same traits they share (eheheh... abang... u know what i am talking about!)
and they even share same birthdate!!

ada some people tried very hard to please their MILs... sebab MIL ni dalam islam dah macam mak sendiri. and it is not easy, i know cos kita semua dari asuhan berbeza.

and i solute those who have 'sort-of-bad' MIL but they tried their level best to be a good menantu...

and ada jugak menantu hantu yang tak respect MIL and in addition, dia lak yang influence the husband to ignore the mom...

it is a sad fact... but it is still a fact.

so, MIL aku not bad. she cooks everyday, cos aku mmg tak masak sebab aku tak mau dikutuk (wkakakak!!) aku masak air je...

becos she cooks everyday, and aku lak a fultime housewife, so sometimes i prefer to go out and eat... what? aku bukan ada can keluar lunch cam orang lain ok...

so, let me count my blessings and i have a good MIL and of course, nobody can replace my mom!





and those who hates your MIL, sila ingat2 one day u will become one... and you will never know what you'll become...

Saturday, November 14, 2009

homemade

the nescafe was leftover from our breakfast
i left it in teh freezer to be frozen

halfway, after few hours, i took it out
the chillness really excites me
i took a spoon
i crushed the half-made frozen nescafe

voila!
ice blended nescafe - homemade

marvellous!!


mari pikirkan...
iceblended kat luar -mahal bagai nak rak
and they tasted almost the same
cuma... hak buat sendiri kena tunggu berjam aaa utk dia separa beku :D



(actually, if aku berduit, aku beli je... tak kuasa tunggu air beku
and ko buleh je blend ice with the nescafe - ni kes bengap tunggu air tu beku)

Thursday, November 12, 2009

the wonder of you - elvis presley

when no one else can understand me
when everything i do is wrong
you give me hope and consolation
you give me strength to carry on

and you're always there to lend a hand
in everything i do
that's the wonder
the wonder of you

and when you smile the world is brighter
you touch my hand and i'm a king
your kiss to me is worth a fortune
your love for me is everything

i guess i'll never know the reason why
you love me as you do
that's the wonder
the wonder of you

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bangun pagi

bangun pagi
gosok gigi
cuci muka
pakai baju
minum air
makan roti


saya sungguh senang hati

...



sapa la yang buat lirik ni - senang hati sangat la di pagi hari huhuhu.... ini penipuan utk budak2 di siang hari (macam happily ever after)

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

what is happening?

what in the world is happening nowadays?

when news is on - flood, flash flood, hurricane, taufan, earthquake, landslide

.....

in hospitals in clinics, sakit mata, budak2 demam - virus this and that

....

apo nak jadi ni?

ini ke rupa hujung zaman?

ramai yang tak sedar diri, semua nak bercakap even on topics yang dia tak pandai pun dia nak berhujah sehingga kan tak sedar apa yang dihujah tu berdosa?


is this the cause? and are those the effects?

ya Allah, selamatkan hamba2 mu, buka kan hati kami ke arah jalan yang benar... amin.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

i dont feel good cos i thought about it now i want to sleep




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zzz

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she - whom i used to call friend

suddenly i remember somebody whom i used to call 'friend'

...

the thot of her and her family, esp her beloved hubby (so she called) really frustrate my day...
we used to be close and she used to be a good friend

what happen? something stupid - stupid on my part for trusting a friend so much.

let this entry be pengajaran untuk semua orang. i dont want to buka pekong of the mentioned ones, but blogspot ni kan tempat luahan perasaan...

i knew her YEARS ago
and we went thru a lot, well bila dah jadik kejadian TU, hati aku mula2 sakit, lepas tu aku sedih...sebab aku tak expect out of all the people - dia yang buat aku gitu.

aku pinjamkan dia, and laki dia duit - and it is a lot (atleast for me, sebab aku tak berduit skrg ni). stupid enuf, aku percayakan kawan aku bagi je cenggitu without any black & white. now, dah berbulan2 dia tak bayar, and diorg siap ugut aku lagi - if aku wat kecoh kat orang lain pasal hutang diorg, maka nya aku takkan nampak lagi dah duit aku tu...!

adooohai, aku ni pun ada maruah. aku ada tahap sabar gak. aku duk buat bising pun kat sapa, kat kakak dia gak sebab nya sms aku dia tak jawab, call tak angkat, email tak balas.

tau lak dia marah.

pastu laki dia lak sms aku, kutuk aku bagai. eh eh... ingat aku tak de buah kutukan aku?? aku selama ni duk simpan je... bini dia duk print resume kat kedai aku, aku tak mintak duit. duk print guna printer laser aku, print sample flyers dia, aku tak mintak duit. byk lagi la diorg duk guna facility kat kedai aku dulu, tapi aku tak berkira sgt sbb dia kawan aku (dulu!). bila laki dia ungkit yg bukan2, siap mengugut aku lagi, aku bagi la semua yg aku duk kononnya nak halalkan dulu.

dia duk ungkit aku dulu byr gaji bini dia lambat. helo? bini ko jugak agree cenggitu, tapi lambat aku pun aku setelkan dalam bulan tu gak. dia bising, dia ngan bini dia terpaksa ikut peel aku pegi sana sini hal kedai... helo? bukan itu ke sebab aku bayar gaji bini ko??? bini ko keje balik awal almost hari2 ada aku bising? bini ko patut carik customers tapi most of the time duk ber internet, ada aku bising? takde. sekrg aku bising. sebab ko tu yang tak tau malu. never sedar diri ko tu kat mana!

ok, ikut kan hati, i wish i could just mention names here....

err... nak ke tak? nak ke tak?

pengajarannya,
bila bagi loan kepada kawan2, tak kira rapat camne pun, please buat black n white. if nak hantar boncer pun atleast ada proof.

god knows what they have been telling friends and families about this. god knows what actually happen to them. but the pain they have been causing (others) have made them 'closer'...

entry aku ni mungkin akan menaikkan amarah mike2 yg kaki marah tu. tapi aki buat entry ni utk pengajaran. kira ok la aku tak tebar nama kat sini...

as for me, aku still nak duit aku. if diorg tak nak bayar, biar la tuhan balas, sebab org berhutang ni susah... lebih2 lagi if pemiutang tak halal kan... almaklum la kita sesama islam ni...

whatever it is, if possible aku tak nak berhubungan with them, cos aku malas. and aku tau, diorg pun dah malas.duit leh masuk akaun, tq.



moga ini jadi pengajaran kita semua.

hospital visiting hour :D by three gorgeous ladies

we visited liza in the hospital, she is still recovering from the c-sect she had delivering her first born baby :D

we?
beautifully and very much pregnant zureen
amazingly and very much talking koyong (eheheh...)
and myself (didampingi noti harith ;-p)

liza and gazza (the new mum and dad) look happy, ye la anak first kan...
but sorry guys, kitorg lak tersyok sendiri borak bagai nak rak buat bising lak dlm spital, nasib baik katil sebelah kosong :D


suke kome... ehehhe.. congrats!

ni anak aku ni...gaza tolong layan sebab aku dah tak larat kejar dia


old friends...



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(mana gambar2 lain ni....? apasal aku upload tak mo kuar punnnn!)

Sunday, November 8, 2009

pengubat hati luka

last night, hubby & i watched football game between club teams of our kampung... manchester united and chelsea (ehehhe... saje ngaku kampung)

oh, suka nya hati ku bila abang terry menjaringkan gol header pada 2nd half menyebabkan team kami menang 1-0.

abang ku, nasib baik abang tido tatkala ja bersorak keriangan (quitely sebab takleh sorak kuat2 budak2 dah tido...)


oh, abang terry.... :D

gazza & liza aka daddy & mummy


congratulations to my good friends, gazza & liza on their new addition to the family...

baby girl weighs 3.3kg, arrived at hospital pantai, pandan indah via c-sect
let the daddy tells u the story...





sebijik muka si mummy ;-p

TAHNIAH!
(dont forget, the baby comes with sleepless nights and a complete makeover of your life... but she is the ultimate blessing you can get :D)




testing

testing...

my top 5 treat list

being a normal human being, who has needs (all the time), i have to list my top 5 treat list to really understand what i really... really... want as a treat of my life :D and also to differentiate a kedai mamak treat and the luxury treat (hmmm.....)

1.
to celebrate my honeymoon in Mauritius and stay at the best hotel, in their honeymoon suite.

2.
to own a BMW X3
http://www.bmw.com/com/en/newvehicles/x3/x3/2006/allfacts/equipment_msport.html



3.
a trip to Disneyland with hubby and the kids!



4.
a full wardrobe change! full with designer handbags, accessories and branded comfortable clothes (mampu kah? ;-p)


last but not least (well, this is the most important cos....)

5.



a red Dell Inspiron 13 to complete my life. it should be in my top 5 cos it will help me ...
  • 'be online'... all the time with its enhanced wireless supports
  • see better - not becos i wear better prescription contact lenses but becos of its wide vivid display
  • enjoy a good movie with its HDMI connection
  • be a 'superwoman' by multitasking more via its portable power that delivers 50% more performance
  • show my 'retro-chic' side with the cool design, which i will proudly bring it everywhere i go!

Saturday, November 7, 2009

3-1

aku dah excited tunggu 8.45pm

papa pun dah lama tak layan bola, call aku suh ready depan tv, siap suh kim salam hobin kat laki aku

tepat 8.45pm, laki aku dah standby depan tv

aku dah hembus2 tv tu

sekali........................


HAMPASSSSSSSSS!


apa ni Red Warriors?!? main bola tahap cipan

bola melantun sana sini
aduhai... keciwa

abe Indra, mujor ado gol mace abe beckham... tapi sayang semua nya sudah terlambat....

Friday, November 6, 2009

swisscelergen

remember i talked about celergen before?

well... today i met a friend, she has been taking celergen for 3 months, and guess what? now she doesnt have to wear her glasses anymore! wah... for a lady like me, yang ada spek berpower sebanyak 650 for an eye, i am going to try this.

the good thing about this product, when u consume it, it helps your entire body, it doesnt tackle just one problem. and dont be surprise, ada yang badan slim after taking it for a week... eheheh... of course la slim by 1kg je... but a week ok!

and those who worry about wrinkles, it helps.

hi-blood, helps.

chronic pain? sakit lutut, sakit belakang? helps.

sakit kaki becos of high heels? helps.

hormon imbalance? thyroid? insyaallah helps.


simple explanation: as we age, yes...everybody ages ok..., as we age, our cells get weak and when they duplicate themselves into new cells, they duplicated a weaker cell. it goes on and on and on. sebab tu, bila tua, lagi senang dpt penyakit. sakit sana sini... (yup, i am also talking thru experience :D)

so, celergen, helps to rebuild and revitalise your organs thru cell therapy.

senang cakap, orang kaya2 tak injections. celergen is in softgels, and they are halal, made from marine products.

nak lagi paham, read here.

i will try it starting tomorrow since my mom has a positive result. will keep u updated. mana la tau kot kurus lak lepas ni (ahhahahah!!!!)



if anybody nak try it out, also let me know :)

Thursday, November 5, 2009

is it alright to lie to your children?

so?

is it ok to do so?

why do i have this Q this morning?
hazeem was a tough nut to crack when it comes to asking him to take bath but once he is in the bathroom, it takes another difficult nut to crack to get him out - nuts! yang sakit hati, berbotol2 sabun habis... in short period. water bill? i dont even wanna think about it.

so, normally i would say, 'hazeem, membazir ni kawan syaitan... hazeem tau syaitan tu apa?'

'tau. syaitan jahat...' he said while nodding his head slowly but his feet still playing the water in the tub...

'mama tak nak hazeem jadi kawan syaitan. hazeem jangan la main air ya...'

'ok' short and simple and convincing answer.

tak sampai seminit aku melangkah keluar... i could hear splashes of water - dia sambung main air balik.... arghhhh!!!

my last resort, aku pegi kat belakang umah. ada satu tingkap tandas tu, aku ketuk 2-3 times.

mencicit anak aku berlari kuar, 'mama! mama! sapa ketuk tingkap?'

'hah, syaitan kot... dia carik kawan dia la tu. hazeem main air kan??' err.. would this label me as the syaitan who knocked on him? ehehhe

cepat2 dia mandi.

so, is it alright to lie to these little innocent ones?



regards,
i-dont-wanna-be-the-syaitan

langkah baru

tukar blog title...

tukar muka blog...

tukar setting skit...

tukar layout sana sini

puas??

belum puas... tapi tak sompek nak buek yang lain laie...

semula la pulok! tok cekak doh weiiii

(mixed marriage... mixed between kelate and negori kuangkuangkuang...)

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

nak tukar!!!

bila la aku dpt tukar tajuk blog ni???!!!




multitasking

this morning was like yesterday... slow rain... ehehhe hujan renyai2...

it was very difficult for me to get up from bed, i was in the right sleeping position, the temperature was just right, and both kids were still asleep. MIL and hubby already started their day... bathed, cooked and laundry done!

me? huarghhhh.... malasnya

then, lil'harith woke up... aiseh.. this little fella is a morning person.
alahai... malasnya.

woke up, had quick breakfast. fed harith. sent hubby to work (actually, babai kat gate je)
watched a little cartoon on tv.
left harith with the fav cartoon, little einstein.

did some laundry, baju harith kena handwash.
took my bath.
bathed harith.

laptop on. blogging pulak. ini periuk nasi aku ni. belum la besar periuk ni... and mostly aku rasa aku duk tanak bubur nasik je. insyaallah... lelama jadik la nasik eheheh...

multitasking?
sambil blogging sambil melayan budak2 ni.
sambil layan budak2 ni sambil layan diri aku sendiri.

but seriously, sometimes i really need time for myself...
anak2... tido le cepat...

cell therapy

remember last time i posted about my mom's health, and she tries on a new product?

takpe... saya pun ingat2 lupa :D

well, she has been taking the product for a month and last week she called for her second box! wah, bagus ke? ada improvement ke?

she said, her hearing has some improvement (my mom ni dah lama ada hearing problem ever since she entered the pyramid bertahun yang lepas and she has been trying macam2, but to no avail) so bila product ni improves her hearing, dia excited.

her diabetic?
dia belum cek. but she said, she noticed that she feels better...
fair enough.

so, aku pun buat la investigations sendiri and i asked around.

case 1: an aussie lady took this for 6 days and she noticed she lost 1.6kg!!! and her thyroid prob improves, she feels energetic and more positive.

case 2: a malay model, always complained of sakit kaki everytime lepas foto shoot, cos she had to wear ridiculous-heels, after 4 days - dah tak rasa sakit!!!

case 3: a lady in her early 40's, took this after a few weeks, noticed wrinkles around her eyes reduced and she is able to do fitness classes back to back (up to 4 classes!!)


well, aku nak try tapi lom ada finance nya! but i highly recommend this product to all of you. even tho it is pricey but the result is marvellous! and benda ni mmg lain dari yang lain.

the product is called CELERGEN Switzerland.
it is all about cell therapy.

normally, cell therapy ni orang guna cara injections. and they are made of either sheep or human placenta - of course kita orang islam HARAM. CELERGEN ni is made of marine products and ada HALAL certifications... among other worldwide certifications. and it doesnt cost as a bomb as injections (if tak silap, satu injection could cost you RM30k+)

in layman's term... apa yang aku paham, as we get older, badan kita lagi senang dapat penyakit and penat due to cell deterioration. plus environment kita lagi.

CELERGEN helps to renew your cells.

let me quote...

Celergen's philosophy encapsulates the transformative power of cell therapy which aims to awaken dormant cells within the human body, thereby stimulating the growth, activity of existing tissues and the repairing and regeneration of old and malfunctioning cells.
The components in Celergen comprising BIODNA CELLULAR MARINE COMPLEX, PEPTIDE E COLLAGEN and HYDRO MN PEPTIDE are synergistically blended together to help restore that firm, youthful complexion you long to have.
The high degree of polymerization of the BIODNA CELLULAR MARINE COMPLEX enables it to penetrate into the cells and remain biologically active.


Celergen is an extensively certified anti aging supplement with full conformity to international stringent standards of current Good Manufacturing Practice, Organic Farming and Non-GMO (Genetically Modified Organisms) compliance, European certifications and Total Environmental Free Quality Management. It is clinically tested by Bio-HC, one of Europe�s largest and most sophisticated Clinical Test Research Centres in Pessac, France under Good Laboratories Practice conditions. Bio-HC comprises professionals which include physicians, Pharmacists, dermatologists, allergologists, biochemists and bacteriologists.

Celergen is not a drug but an enteric coated food supplement approved by Swiss Public Health Authority with full compliance to USA FDA.






that's why it helps on your youthful beings. jangan pikir yg bukan2 je, being youthful ni is more on healthy lifestyle :D ingat masa muda2??

so, let me know if ada anybody interested. it would be a great gift for your parents, cos it helps on chronic pain as well... sakit2 lutut, sakit belakang...

also good on ED (erectile dysfunction - err... semua orang 18 above kan???)

let me know.... the sooner the better.



p/s: fret not, i will let u know my testimony lepas aku try pulak nanti... :D

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

prophet mohammed's blockbuster

this morning, i came across a news headline, 'Qatar firm to finance prophet mohammed's blockbuster'

quote:

Barrie Osborne, a Hollywood movie industry veteran of over 40 years whose credits include Lord of the Rings and The Matrix, has signed up as producer of the documentary epic.
"Barrie Osborne has agreed to produce the film and hopefully we should start to shoot in the first quarter of 2011," Raja Sharif, Alnoor's vice-president for international affairs, told AFP.
The film will respect Islamic traditions forbidding images of the prophet, so Mohammed himself "will not appear," Sharif said.


hmmm... hope it turns out marvelous and nothing controversial as this is a sensitive issue, me think. but it also indicates how people are very much intrigue with our Prophet Mohammed SAW... and if i am not mistaken, Prophet Mohammed SAW is the most influential public figure in the world - cuma aku lupa where did i read that from...

well, tak sabar rasanya...

Monday, November 2, 2009

kelantan vs negeri 9

this is a difficult situation

well... not so difficult actually, of course i will go for kelantan! gomo kelate gomo!!!

but... still it will be a difficult situation...

abang aku ni orang negori lak aiii... huh... pantang maut sebelum ajal kehkehkeh....

btw, my sis posted in her blog the theme songs for both teams -

hoben jang hoben & gomo kelate gomo

mengekek2 aku ketawa....!!!! so, enjoy...




(bushah, meme kja nok dikir hahahah!!! gomo abis abise...)







back from egypt

hubby is back from 2-week job assignment in egypt
...and he got tonnes of wonderful stories to share.

it was his first time in egypt
it was his first time to fly on emirates airlines - business class
it was his first time meeting and having drinks with a Senior VP of Pertamina in the business lounge (rezeki dia that fellow cari tempat duduk and chose to sit with him ehehhe...)
it was his first time travelling alone (he was nervous but managed fine...)
it was his first time meeting, chatting and having great 2-hour drinks with AnuarIbrahim (just the 2 of them... apa topic?macam2 ada)

...rezeki suami ku...

rezeki kami?? all the souvenirs and seeing him happy with his moment - dah cukup for me :D

jealous?

OF COURSE!

heheheh but in a good way, aku doa doa doa byk2 supaya one day we all could afford to travel first class on our own, just us one family and able to enjoy the whole moment without worrying on $$ or anything at all - aminnnnnnnn...

Friday, October 30, 2009

everything has it's own blessing in disguise

it seems offlate, byk musibah or better i say - dugaan berlaku to me and to people around me.

few things happened to me before, i can see the blessings in disguise about it now...
it is like, if that didnt happen to me before, i would ended up in bigger problem. of course, at that time, being a normal person,who do not have a good patience level, i complaint and aku menjerut perasaan sorang2 as if it was the end of the world. tapi, skrg aku dah nampak, patut la benda tu jadik begitu...

nak cerita detail? well, tak payah la... nanti memalukan orang lain pulak :D

but enough said, if anything doesnt happen as you wished, muhasabah diri and sabar cos setiap benda and hikmahnya.

insyaAllah...




p/s: my sister was sharing on a findings:- a research was carried out and turned out that those who accidental hurt themselves and automatically 'curse' at that moment (mencarut2 le...), they felt less pain than those who refrain themselves from saying bad words and hold the pain... WORTH THINKING eh... ehehhe ingat dosa mencarut...

Thursday, October 29, 2009

sapa punya perangai?

most of myfriends (which also includes myself) are now blessed with kid(s) of their own.

ni, aku nak cerita pasal anak2 aku...

sometimes diorg buat perangai yang membuatkan aku tertanya... 'perangai sapa la ko ikut ni...?'
but of course, all the times, diorg ni la penawar hati pengarang jantung.

so, anak2 normally ikut perangai sapa - mak ke ayah ke?
in my case, most of the notti attitudes i think are coming from my childhood :-p
my husband was a bit more of a decent kid... more to himself.
i, on the other hand, was more notorious, suka kenakan orang - and now... terima lah pembalasannya... hahahah

mandi skit punya payah - perangai aku
dah mandi susah lak nak stop, bantai main air - laki aku
suka pedajal orang - dah sah2 perangai aku
likes tools and kinda handy person - of course, the daddy
loves songs, and i was surprised both of them love bon jovi - this one have to say both of us
loves talking - errmm... ini aku rasa penangan mengutuk orang lain masa pregnant
creative - me!me!me!
sensitive - me!me!me!

hmm... looks like pembalasan ini dtg nya dari aku mostly.
ehehhe

mama, ampunkan dosa2 anak mu yang byk menyusahkan masa kecik2 dulu (but it was entertaining right???)








Wednesday, October 28, 2009

tahniah


our close friends, mael and wife, lia have been blessed with a baby girl yesterday 5am

so, mereka dah ada sepasang, a boy and a girl dan incik mael sangat gumbira


tahniah from blongos, aku and hazeem and harith!