letter to a friend - for better OR for worse

my dear friend,
this letter i wrote especially for you, since we have been thru a lot together and we had helped each other a lot before.
but now, i am not sure what has happened? u keep your silence, did not return my sms or reply to my comment on the internet...
i know maybe time is hard for you. but i know that you know time is hard for me too...
and if it has been difficult, why cant you discuss with me on the solutions, instead of just keeping 'mum' of the whole thing, PRETENDING everything is ok, ASSUMING i am surviving ok with YOUR problem.
...you were sad, and you came to confide to me... i listened. you were sad, people erased your name from the famous FB... how do u think i feel when a friend (that is YOU) erased my blog link from her blog list? (bukan ke sama je tu kerja nya?)
dear friend,
i hope you understand (as you always want me to understand your problem) that i am not putting you into shitty situation but this is your own consequences.... in fact, at first, i was uncertain cos whenever i tried to communicate, u replied and made me feel as if i am wrong! aikk.... sapa salah ni...? sapa pinjam duit sapa?? sapa tak setel ni...? sapa tak nak berbincang elok2 ni??
whatever we do, biar lah berkat, dear friend...
nanti nak bagi makan anak2, all those come from 'whatever' action you and your husband are doing. maybe you think you did nothing wrong.... maybe....
i really hope u understand ...
my patience also has its limit (as you always quote about yourself...)
sincerely,
you know me

harith is 6month today!

today 7 july 2009, amir harith is 6 month old... cepatnya! and he already started makan solid food since last week... couldnt stand to see his pitiful face asking for us to feed him hehhehe...

amir harith is not much different from his brother, loves to laugh and smile a lot!
selalu mintak didukung...
and sekarang dia dah pandai panggil orang... but of course, it will sound like this... 'ah, ah... heh... heh...!' (translated: abah, abah... hey... tengok harith ni! heheheh)

dah penat landing la dulu...

abang who loves him... and there are times hazeem loves to bully him also..

pandangan sisi ni hensem ni (ngehngehngeh....)

a pic of me and harith taken by hazeem....
may Allah bless my family and may these boys grow up as useful, beriman and is blessed dunia and akhirat... amin

ragam si harith

uuuu... camera!!

mama, see me smile!!! ngeee......

coach to let go (isk isk isk... sedih)

mom bought this bag online, when she got it she found the pink didnt match her pink tone... so, i am advertising to sell off this bag... huhuhuh... (aku suka tapi takde duit nak beli from her)

DIMENSIONS: 15"L x 8.5"H x 5"W
BUTTERY SOFT ROSE PETAL PINK VINTAGE LEATHER
HARDWARE IS BEAUTIFUL BRUSHED BRASS
DOUBLE HANDLE LAY FLAT, 8" DROP
FULLY LINED IN TATTERSALL SATEEN FABRIC


fret not, it IS ORIGINAL Coach.

am selling it at rm1250 and it is negotiable...

kelas kapkek




i just meet a new friend, an ex-schoolmate of my husband :D
she's a pleasant lady who reminds me a lot of my best friend during a level (yes, mekda... she reminds me a lot of u)

she lives in sabah with her family, was in semenanjung following her hubby for some sports day.. and she was staying with her parents in seremban. so on the day i agreed to teach her the basic of cupcakes decorating, she came all the way from seremban... rajin tul dia ni!

we had a great day and i hope she learned a lot, even tho i could only teach her sikit je cos me myself pun still at learning stage :D (sorry, jan heheheh)

but fret not, it will not be our last cos nanti boleh jumpa lagi :D

DREAM ON aerosmith

Everytime that I look in the mirror
All these lines on my face gettin clearer
The past is gone
It went by like dust to dawn
Isnt that the way
Everybodys got their dues in life to pay

I know what nobody knows
Where it comes and where it goes
I know its everybodys sin
You got to lose to know how to win

Half my life is in books written pages
Live and learn from fools and from sages
You know its true
All the things come back to you

Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears
Sing with me, if its just for today
Maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away

Dream on, dream on
Dream yourself a dream come true
Dream on, dream on
Dream until your dream come true
Dream on, dream on, dream on...

you are this n that but hey, it's not me!

take a moment to look at myself...

take another moment to look at others...

hey, your nose is crooked... and u have something stuck in ur teeth! eewww.... and hey, you are balding... i can see a spot from here! and hey, ur butt is 'drooping' or should i say, your butt is complying to gravity theory.

what? i cant see anything bad about me? there's nothing between my teeth... and NO... i smell just fine. but i can see everything about you...

that is life, right. we always like to comment about others cos we can see and we like to judge people BUT we always forget, people see us... and they see us at places we cant see for ourselves unless we look in a mirror - itu pun sometimes we deny what we saw... malu kan?