what is happening?

what in the world is happening nowadays?

when news is on - flood, flash flood, hurricane, taufan, earthquake, landslide

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in hospitals in clinics, sakit mata, budak2 demam - virus this and that

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apo nak jadi ni?

ini ke rupa hujung zaman?

ramai yang tak sedar diri, semua nak bercakap even on topics yang dia tak pandai pun dia nak berhujah sehingga kan tak sedar apa yang dihujah tu berdosa?


is this the cause? and are those the effects?

ya Allah, selamatkan hamba2 mu, buka kan hati kami ke arah jalan yang benar... amin.

i dont feel good cos i thought about it now i want to sleep




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she - whom i used to call friend

suddenly i remember somebody whom i used to call 'friend'

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the thot of her and her family, esp her beloved hubby (so she called) really frustrate my day...
we used to be close and she used to be a good friend

what happen? something stupid - stupid on my part for trusting a friend so much.

let this entry be pengajaran untuk semua orang. i dont want to buka pekong of the mentioned ones, but blogspot ni kan tempat luahan perasaan...

i knew her YEARS ago
and we went thru a lot, well bila dah jadik kejadian TU, hati aku mula2 sakit, lepas tu aku sedih...sebab aku tak expect out of all the people - dia yang buat aku gitu.

aku pinjamkan dia, and laki dia duit - and it is a lot (atleast for me, sebab aku tak berduit skrg ni). stupid enuf, aku percayakan kawan aku bagi je cenggitu without any black & white. now, dah berbulan2 dia tak bayar, and diorg siap ugut aku lagi - if aku wat kecoh kat orang lain pasal hutang diorg, maka nya aku takkan nampak lagi dah duit aku tu...!

adooohai, aku ni pun ada maruah. aku ada tahap sabar gak. aku duk buat bising pun kat sapa, kat kakak dia gak sebab nya sms aku dia tak jawab, call tak angkat, email tak balas.

tau lak dia marah.

pastu laki dia lak sms aku, kutuk aku bagai. eh eh... ingat aku tak de buah kutukan aku?? aku selama ni duk simpan je... bini dia duk print resume kat kedai aku, aku tak mintak duit. duk print guna printer laser aku, print sample flyers dia, aku tak mintak duit. byk lagi la diorg duk guna facility kat kedai aku dulu, tapi aku tak berkira sgt sbb dia kawan aku (dulu!). bila laki dia ungkit yg bukan2, siap mengugut aku lagi, aku bagi la semua yg aku duk kononnya nak halalkan dulu.

dia duk ungkit aku dulu byr gaji bini dia lambat. helo? bini ko jugak agree cenggitu, tapi lambat aku pun aku setelkan dalam bulan tu gak. dia bising, dia ngan bini dia terpaksa ikut peel aku pegi sana sini hal kedai... helo? bukan itu ke sebab aku bayar gaji bini ko??? bini ko keje balik awal almost hari2 ada aku bising? bini ko patut carik customers tapi most of the time duk ber internet, ada aku bising? takde. sekrg aku bising. sebab ko tu yang tak tau malu. never sedar diri ko tu kat mana!

ok, ikut kan hati, i wish i could just mention names here....

err... nak ke tak? nak ke tak?

pengajarannya,
bila bagi loan kepada kawan2, tak kira rapat camne pun, please buat black n white. if nak hantar boncer pun atleast ada proof.

god knows what they have been telling friends and families about this. god knows what actually happen to them. but the pain they have been causing (others) have made them 'closer'...

entry aku ni mungkin akan menaikkan amarah mike2 yg kaki marah tu. tapi aki buat entry ni utk pengajaran. kira ok la aku tak tebar nama kat sini...

as for me, aku still nak duit aku. if diorg tak nak bayar, biar la tuhan balas, sebab org berhutang ni susah... lebih2 lagi if pemiutang tak halal kan... almaklum la kita sesama islam ni...

whatever it is, if possible aku tak nak berhubungan with them, cos aku malas. and aku tau, diorg pun dah malas.duit leh masuk akaun, tq.



moga ini jadi pengajaran kita semua.

hospital visiting hour :D by three gorgeous ladies

we visited liza in the hospital, she is still recovering from the c-sect she had delivering her first born baby :D

we?
beautifully and very much pregnant zureen
amazingly and very much talking koyong (eheheh...)
and myself (didampingi noti harith ;-p)

liza and gazza (the new mum and dad) look happy, ye la anak first kan...
but sorry guys, kitorg lak tersyok sendiri borak bagai nak rak buat bising lak dlm spital, nasib baik katil sebelah kosong :D


suke kome... ehehhe.. congrats!

ni anak aku ni...gaza tolong layan sebab aku dah tak larat kejar dia


old friends...



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(mana gambar2 lain ni....? apasal aku upload tak mo kuar punnnn!)

pengubat hati luka

last night, hubby & i watched football game between club teams of our kampung... manchester united and chelsea (ehehhe... saje ngaku kampung)

oh, suka nya hati ku bila abang terry menjaringkan gol header pada 2nd half menyebabkan team kami menang 1-0.

abang ku, nasib baik abang tido tatkala ja bersorak keriangan (quitely sebab takleh sorak kuat2 budak2 dah tido...)


oh, abang terry.... :D

gazza & liza aka daddy & mummy


congratulations to my good friends, gazza & liza on their new addition to the family...

baby girl weighs 3.3kg, arrived at hospital pantai, pandan indah via c-sect
let the daddy tells u the story...





sebijik muka si mummy ;-p

TAHNIAH!
(dont forget, the baby comes with sleepless nights and a complete makeover of your life... but she is the ultimate blessing you can get :D)




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