sesal

it happened so fast
so fast that no breath was taken
no eye could blink
no second was ticking

it happened - still
so fast
but the impact last for my lifetime
i wasnt thinking
i didnt think
i couldnt think
for it happened so fast

i am sorry
so sorry that i could put myself away
very sorry that i could put myself so low
i know you do not deserve what i did
i regret every bit of it
shame
frust
i am sorry

i hope you understand
there is no excuse but i hope you forgive me
as you hug me saying you are sorry
i feel worst
i feel ashamed
i hope you forgive me for i know it would be hard
but i still hope

there is no excuse
i am sorry
for i love with all my heart
you make my world go round
you make my life a whole lot better
nothing could ever replace you
i am sorry
very sorry.....
that is the only thing i could say
as a mother who love you very much
and i am sorry...