Thursday, March 31, 2011

bila jiwa kacau

hari ni already started with something not so good.
mimpi semalam tak best.
bangun pagi dah bad mood.... aiseh men... really hate days like these.

so, belum apa2 lagi dah terasa sangat penat... tengok anak2 still lagi asleep. penat sangat nampaknya. hmmm... tidur la, my sons... kejap lagi bangun we'll get our breakfast. mummy feels like having a big breakfast today. not really having a good mood so mummy needs a BIG booster! wakakakaa!!!

then, lepas tu berlaku lak kejadian yang of course, apa2 pun a mother mesti mengutamakan anak sendiri kan. anyway, sapa la aku.... (ni ayat yg selalu aku sebut dan i am getting tired of it)
ni yang membuatkan aku takmo bangun dari tempat laptop and just wanna sit here all day long, hoping i would blend in the background and nobody would see me here and wont even realise i existed, just like i thot they would want me to.

ini masalahnya bila dari kecik lagi kita dah ada low-self-esteem. the character tu dah macam jadi chop mohor dalam diri sendiri and let me tell you, it is not easy to get rid. tgk je la citer2 hollywood tu, those are realities, i mean those are actually happening. maybe kena jumpa pakar motivasi macam Tim Robbins tu ahaks ahaks!!



who's biting the dust???

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