Apa dah jadi... apa nak jadi...?

Heard on the morning news - a Form 3 boy died when he tried to save a snatch victim. The boy was on a motorcycle, was kicked by the suspect, fell and was severely injured... and he died.

Last weekend, a neighbour came home from his Subuh prayer at around 6am, was approached by a thief with a gun, when he came out of his car and wanted to open the gate. Luckily, the wife saw and started shouting from inside the house for help, thus the thief fled away.

Those are among the few recent incidents indicating people are affected by hot weather nowadays (fair excuse??)... What in the world happening to us now?

Tak cukup iman?
Tak cukup moral?
Tak cukup duit?
Tak cukup otak?

Nauzubillah... hopefully no bad things happen to me and my family, amen.

Heard this song... just feel like sharing...

What Happened to You by Offspring (my fav band in the 90s)

Before you started talking
You used to have a brain
But now you don't get even the simplest of things
I can draw a little picture
Or even use my hands
I try to explain but you just don't understand
Man you're really losing it
And you've really done a lot of junk now
But you keep on abusin' it
What in the world happened to you
It's bad enough you do it to yourself
But taking someone with you
Well you know that's something else
I say I'm not that kind of person
I'm not that kind of man
I try to explain but you just don't understand
I might be sympathetic or cut a little slack
If I thought that you were killing to give a little back
But you do it in the morning
You do it in the night
You lie to refrain from just facing your life
So I'll see you man tomorrow
You'll be gackin' up again
I'll see you in a coffin by the time your wad is spent
I think of all the times that I tried to lend a hand
I try to explain but you just don't understand

gembala kambing

ini cerita gembala kambing di satu kawasan terpencil di melaka
gembala2 kambing ini masih dalam latihan dan belum cukup umurnya
ini sesi warm-up dan memberi arahan sesama sendiri

ini namanya gembala aida syamila

background dan rekod dengan binatang peliharaan: -

- mencekik beberapa ekor arnab hingga mati

- cubaan mencekik hamster tetapi gagal

- cubaan sama ke atas seekor kucing tetapi kucing bertindak lebih pantas dengan menggigit gembala aida

gembala ini masih dalam pemerhatian

ini gembala amir hazeem

background dan rekod bersama binatang: -

- semuanya masih hidup

- kecuali disyaki menikam lobster kecil sampai mati (masih belum disahkan bersalah)

pun di dalam pemerhatian

nota kaki: selepas pengambaran,kambing2 masih dalam keadaan sihat sejahtera... amin

refreshing after years...

sometimes... after years of same thing, it is human to feel bored
sometimes... after years of routines, you are human to not feel anything
... not feel anything anymore...
not that you couldnt feel - but all become common

is this fair to describe years of marriage?

...

yesterday the feeling refreshes itself with just a simple gesture
a simple, spontanous and sincere gesture
a husband-ly kiss on wife's forehead...
meaning of only husband fully understand
maybe sudden feeling of missing
maybe sudden reminder of love
it can be anything
but the simple sincere kiss... sure did refresh some old mundane feelings
worth it?
worth every second...

:-)

it's been a month....

after sebulan puasa... muslims are given hari raya to celebrate perjuangan selama sebulan

sekarang dah almost sebulan syawal...

maka tamat la tempoh hari raya

abis sudah tempoh gerai2 lemang, ketupat dan rendang di tepi2 jalan

tamat la jemputan makan2 free di sana sini

tutup la kiraan akaun duit raya anak2

terlipat la kembali baju2 raya ke dlm almari

masuk la balik pinggan arcopal, mangkuk pyrex dan bekas2 kueh ke dlm display cabinet

itu carpet kasi gulung simpan dlm stor, pls...

langsir...? biar la, malas pulak nak memanjat

...

maka berehat la perut dari menghadam makanan2 berat dan berlemak

abis la sudah lakonan bermaaf maafan hari raya (ai... ramai yg ikhlas memohon maaf...)

itu la hari raya

and it will be back

question is... ada ke kita tahun depan?

ku ingat perempuan rupanya jantan...

setiap pagi, fav radio station aku is SINAR FM. selalu lak aku dengar satu lagu tu... pada aku suara penyanyi tu tak best mana... macam kelakar pun ada. tapi sekali dgar lagu tu sure terngiang ngian ditelinga aku. so, aku tanya la member aku si arin... "ko kenal tak sapa penyanyi pompuan ni...?" dengan pantas arin menjawab "itu jantan la... fav lagu laki aku!"

(azwar, aku tak sangka.....)

lepas tu aku tanya suamiku pula... dia kata "alaaa... ini group lama, lupa dah nama mamat tu..."

eh, dia pun tau?? famous rupanya lagu tu...

lagu apa???? terima lah..

SWEET SEPTEMBER - HATIKU KAU GURIS LUKA


Lalala lala lala la
Lalala lala lala la
Lalala lala lala la
Lala lala
Sedih rasa tak terperi bila ku ketahui
Andai kasih yang kau beri tak sepenuh hati
Dalam manis kata mesra aku terpedaya
Engkau ada teman lain lebih istimewa
Mengapakah ( kau tergamak )
Mendustai ( diri ini )
Hatiku kau guris luka
Kau siakan ( harapanku )
Kau biarkan ( ku kecewa )
Mengapa hatimu kejam
Tiada betimbang rasa
Meski engkau telah pergi bersama si dia
Namun aku takkan lupa kisah suka duka
Waktu kita sedang bahgia dalam alam cinta
Kan ku kenang sampai masa ku menutup mata
Jangan lagi ( kau bertanya )
Jangan pula ( kau menyesal )
Hatiku kau guris luka
Biar aku ( sendirian )
Menempuhi ( masa/hari depan )
Semoga cahaya hidup
Bersinar di hujung jalan
Lalala lala lala la
Lalala lala lala la
Lalala lala lala la
Lala lala


(Nak tau camne melodinya? tunggu la kat radio SINAR FM.)

Splendor in the Grass

I only watched part of this movie, an old movie in 1961, starred by Natalie Wood and Warren Beatty.... from the small part that i watched, macam interesting... a bit lucah for young ones, not XXX tapi the message sent tu a bit lucah and too complicated utk budak2 read between the lines... so better tengok sendiri without the minors.

if tak abis tgk why am i putting it in my blog?

heheheh just to share what i felt when i was watching it...
the movie was about teenage boys and girls falling in love etc etc etc
teringat masa dolu dolu...
and i bet it is the same as most of us - masa falling in love - masa in love - and what happen after dah ter fall in love tu... haaaa....

to fall in love, it takes certain attraction, chemistry some say (entah kenape bukan biology ke fizik ke...)
when you look at him/her, rasa macam berkenan je... some may not realise that this is love
some may mistake this feeling with saje gatal2 nak tengok orang... but there is no exact definition to describe how

then masa in love, everything is possible - macam adidas, eh ke nike... impossible is nothing :D
at this time, most girls laugh like 'thihihiii....', which their usual laugh would be 'wakakakakakaa..'
but who cares, right... sapa la nak gi check how we normally laugh or how we laugh to APPEAR beautiful and ladylike. And boys pun sama je... nak langkah longkang pun berpimpin... nak beli ubat gigi pun sanggup teman girlfriend takut la girlfriend jatuh ke... bunyi nyamuk baru kepak sayap dah sebatu dengar... that was how protective they can be.

(eh, nape laki aku dulu tak buat mende2 tu pun...? hmmm musykil...)

well... apa jadi after we are in love... ?

ada yang get married, for muslims ini untuk mengurangkan dosa - ye la... dah bercinta kahwin je la. beranak and ramai kan umat

ada jugak yang tak kahwin2... due to numerous reasons yang sometimes it is beyond your rational to think about it.

well... try la watch Splendor in the Grass... see whether you'll have same feelings as mine.
rasa rindu masa bercinta... when you are the one and only
rasa macam kita la yang paling best di mata mereka
and it will make you wonder... why now you rarely feel that way...?

i dont have the answer - you may be?

self cheating

i realise... nowadays, who can we trust?
we cannot even trust ourselves
betul tak?

why do i say that?

sometimes, we lie to others - we thought we outsmarted them by making them believe in our lies...
hakikatnya, who are we cheating? ...diri sendiri

we lied about what we do every day
we lied about our ibadah
we lied about how we feel - our feelings...
why?

reasons all depend on individual cases...
ada menipu utk merilekskan diri sekejap (ini selalunya tipu bos hehehhe)
ada menipu to get something done
ada menipu to not getting things done...

macam macam hang ada dalam dunia

tipu if i say i never lie, never cheat in my life
itu kira tipu besaq tu :D

but just to share....
liar, liar, pants on fire....

moga2 kurang la penipuan kita semua lepas ni... amiiiinnn

i thought i know him...

we were friends before we decided to go into serious relationship
we never thought that friendship would turn into a lifetime commitment

we fell for each others' good characters
never thought now we have to tolerate each others' bad sides (hehheheh...)

i saw his patience
... that's why he needs my aggressiveness
i saw his obedience
... that's why he needs my directions

certain characters we clashed
but these differences make us stronger
makes us survive each other

small things i found out time after another
small things that make me proud
small things that make me fall for him more

just when i thought i knew him enough
... somebody came and surprised me with new backgrounds
... and i love him more

wish i make him proud as well

only he knows...

Pergi Tak Kembali - RABBANI

Salam hari raya...
Hati terusik mendengar lagu ni... lagi tersentuh bila menghayati lirik nya... semoga sentuhan ini mencapai jiwa2 yang lain... dan membawa kita ke arah kebaikan - amin

Setiap insan pasti merasa
Saat perpisahan terakhir
Dunia yang fana akan ditinggalkan
Hanya amalan yang dibawa

Terdengar sayup surah dibaca
Sayunya alunan suara
Cemas di dada...lemah tak bermaya
Terbuka hijab di depan mata

Selamat tinggal pada semua
Berpisahlah kita selamanya
Kita tak sama nasib di sana
Baikkah atau sebaliknya

Amalan dan takwa jadi bekalan
Sejahtera bahagia pulang...ke sana

Sekujur badan berselimut putih
Rebah bersemadi sendiri
Mengharap kasih anak dan isteri
Apa mungkin pahala dikirim

Terbaring sempit seluas pusara
Soal-bicara terus bermula
Sesal dan insaf tak berguna lagi
Hancurlah jasad dimamah bumi

Berpisah sudah segalanya
Yang tinggal hanyalah kenangan
Diiring doa dan air mata
Yang pergi takkan kembali lagi