ku ingat perempuan rupanya jantan...

setiap pagi, fav radio station aku is SINAR FM. selalu lak aku dengar satu lagu tu... pada aku suara penyanyi tu tak best mana... macam kelakar pun ada. tapi sekali dgar lagu tu sure terngiang ngian ditelinga aku. so, aku tanya la member aku si arin... "ko kenal tak sapa penyanyi pompuan ni...?" dengan pantas arin menjawab "itu jantan la... fav lagu laki aku!"

(azwar, aku tak sangka.....)

lepas tu aku tanya suamiku pula... dia kata "alaaa... ini group lama, lupa dah nama mamat tu..."

eh, dia pun tau?? famous rupanya lagu tu...

lagu apa???? terima lah..

SWEET SEPTEMBER - HATIKU KAU GURIS LUKA


Lalala lala lala la
Lalala lala lala la
Lalala lala lala la
Lala lala
Sedih rasa tak terperi bila ku ketahui
Andai kasih yang kau beri tak sepenuh hati
Dalam manis kata mesra aku terpedaya
Engkau ada teman lain lebih istimewa
Mengapakah ( kau tergamak )
Mendustai ( diri ini )
Hatiku kau guris luka
Kau siakan ( harapanku )
Kau biarkan ( ku kecewa )
Mengapa hatimu kejam
Tiada betimbang rasa
Meski engkau telah pergi bersama si dia
Namun aku takkan lupa kisah suka duka
Waktu kita sedang bahgia dalam alam cinta
Kan ku kenang sampai masa ku menutup mata
Jangan lagi ( kau bertanya )
Jangan pula ( kau menyesal )
Hatiku kau guris luka
Biar aku ( sendirian )
Menempuhi ( masa/hari depan )
Semoga cahaya hidup
Bersinar di hujung jalan
Lalala lala lala la
Lalala lala lala la
Lalala lala lala la
Lala lala


(Nak tau camne melodinya? tunggu la kat radio SINAR FM.)

Splendor in the Grass

I only watched part of this movie, an old movie in 1961, starred by Natalie Wood and Warren Beatty.... from the small part that i watched, macam interesting... a bit lucah for young ones, not XXX tapi the message sent tu a bit lucah and too complicated utk budak2 read between the lines... so better tengok sendiri without the minors.

if tak abis tgk why am i putting it in my blog?

heheheh just to share what i felt when i was watching it...
the movie was about teenage boys and girls falling in love etc etc etc
teringat masa dolu dolu...
and i bet it is the same as most of us - masa falling in love - masa in love - and what happen after dah ter fall in love tu... haaaa....

to fall in love, it takes certain attraction, chemistry some say (entah kenape bukan biology ke fizik ke...)
when you look at him/her, rasa macam berkenan je... some may not realise that this is love
some may mistake this feeling with saje gatal2 nak tengok orang... but there is no exact definition to describe how

then masa in love, everything is possible - macam adidas, eh ke nike... impossible is nothing :D
at this time, most girls laugh like 'thihihiii....', which their usual laugh would be 'wakakakakakaa..'
but who cares, right... sapa la nak gi check how we normally laugh or how we laugh to APPEAR beautiful and ladylike. And boys pun sama je... nak langkah longkang pun berpimpin... nak beli ubat gigi pun sanggup teman girlfriend takut la girlfriend jatuh ke... bunyi nyamuk baru kepak sayap dah sebatu dengar... that was how protective they can be.

(eh, nape laki aku dulu tak buat mende2 tu pun...? hmmm musykil...)

well... apa jadi after we are in love... ?

ada yang get married, for muslims ini untuk mengurangkan dosa - ye la... dah bercinta kahwin je la. beranak and ramai kan umat

ada jugak yang tak kahwin2... due to numerous reasons yang sometimes it is beyond your rational to think about it.

well... try la watch Splendor in the Grass... see whether you'll have same feelings as mine.
rasa rindu masa bercinta... when you are the one and only
rasa macam kita la yang paling best di mata mereka
and it will make you wonder... why now you rarely feel that way...?

i dont have the answer - you may be?

self cheating

i realise... nowadays, who can we trust?
we cannot even trust ourselves
betul tak?

why do i say that?

sometimes, we lie to others - we thought we outsmarted them by making them believe in our lies...
hakikatnya, who are we cheating? ...diri sendiri

we lied about what we do every day
we lied about our ibadah
we lied about how we feel - our feelings...
why?

reasons all depend on individual cases...
ada menipu utk merilekskan diri sekejap (ini selalunya tipu bos hehehhe)
ada menipu to get something done
ada menipu to not getting things done...

macam macam hang ada dalam dunia

tipu if i say i never lie, never cheat in my life
itu kira tipu besaq tu :D

but just to share....
liar, liar, pants on fire....

moga2 kurang la penipuan kita semua lepas ni... amiiiinnn