i thought i know him...

we were friends before we decided to go into serious relationship
we never thought that friendship would turn into a lifetime commitment

we fell for each others' good characters
never thought now we have to tolerate each others' bad sides (hehheheh...)

i saw his patience
... that's why he needs my aggressiveness
i saw his obedience
... that's why he needs my directions

certain characters we clashed
but these differences make us stronger
makes us survive each other

small things i found out time after another
small things that make me proud
small things that make me fall for him more

just when i thought i knew him enough
... somebody came and surprised me with new backgrounds
... and i love him more

wish i make him proud as well

only he knows...

Pergi Tak Kembali - RABBANI

Salam hari raya...
Hati terusik mendengar lagu ni... lagi tersentuh bila menghayati lirik nya... semoga sentuhan ini mencapai jiwa2 yang lain... dan membawa kita ke arah kebaikan - amin

Setiap insan pasti merasa
Saat perpisahan terakhir
Dunia yang fana akan ditinggalkan
Hanya amalan yang dibawa

Terdengar sayup surah dibaca
Sayunya alunan suara
Cemas di dada...lemah tak bermaya
Terbuka hijab di depan mata

Selamat tinggal pada semua
Berpisahlah kita selamanya
Kita tak sama nasib di sana
Baikkah atau sebaliknya

Amalan dan takwa jadi bekalan
Sejahtera bahagia pulang...ke sana

Sekujur badan berselimut putih
Rebah bersemadi sendiri
Mengharap kasih anak dan isteri
Apa mungkin pahala dikirim

Terbaring sempit seluas pusara
Soal-bicara terus bermula
Sesal dan insaf tak berguna lagi
Hancurlah jasad dimamah bumi

Berpisah sudah segalanya
Yang tinggal hanyalah kenangan
Diiring doa dan air mata
Yang pergi takkan kembali lagi

She who worries...

so many things to do
so many issues to settle
so many problems to handle
so many matters to worry

should she worry?
should she take them lightly?
should she turn away and ignore?

she who worries...
knows ignorance is not an answer
she also knows it is not simple

since there is no answer yet
so she who worries...
continues to worry

now i am worried...!