aca.mis.understood

the twilight saga

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Mon, 23 Nov 2009 04:05:00 +0000

call me outdated but i only watched TWILIGHT for my first time - last night, on astro!!!

i have read many comments saying how romantic the movie was.... huh, cerita hantu romantic??? and my sister also said, the story book was far more feelings than the movie.

so, last night, i took the liberty (cewah) of watching it first time. i put my baby to sleep earlier, and i totally let my husband took care of hazeem, let me watch my Twilight with full concentration (of course, there is no definition of full concentration once you are married and have kids!)...

my verdict: light movie.... the romantic part, i have to say it was a bit less than my expectations, maybe my sister was right - the book portrays more feelings... BUT i couldnt help to enjoy bits and pieces of the romantic parts and the truly gorgeous sharp pale face of Edward Cullens (gagagagagga!!!!)

of course, in every of us, we have a part to wanna feel romantic, regardless your age, upbringing, sex... (i mean man or woman)... you sure have a slight desire to wanna feel romantic. kira2nya, aku melayan perasaan romantic jugak la semalam.... :D

and today, i googled for the sequel of the twilight saga - NEW MOON....

aisehman...........................
now i have to drool for two characters - the vampire and the werewolf!

i wish.... i really wish....

pic from

once upon a time, there was a jiwang girl (oh wait, she still is jiwang!)

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Fri, 20 Nov 2009 02:59:00 +0000

during my early teenage years, i used to be a loner, i stuffed my ears with a pair of earphone, just to keep the world away...

and one of the songs that really captured my heart (and of course feeeeelingss...) was (and still is) PROMISE ME. i cant remember who the singer was but when i searched the net i found it, it sounded still the same so i guess the singer is BEVERLY CRAVEN.

the melody is sort of dark meaningful feelings...
bila dengar balik... i feel kinda sad... sob sob sob..

(errr.. masa tu takdak boyfren aaa, maybe one of the reasons i felt sad ahahhaha!!)

you light up another cigarette and i pour the wine

it's four o'clock in the morning and it is starting to get light

now i'm right where i wanna be losing track of time

but i wish that it was still last night

u look like you're in another world but i can read your mind

how can you be so far away lying by my side

when i go away i'll miss you

and i will be thinking of you

every night and day

just promise me

you'll wait for me

cos i'll be saving all my love for you

and i will be home soon

promise me

you'll wait for me

i need to know you feel the same way too

and i'll be home, i'll be home soon

u can hear the song from the player on your right :D

mimpi stress

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Thu, 19 Nov 2009 03:07:00 +0000

bila stress or fikiran tu ada mcm2... aku selalunya aku bermimpi...

mimpi apa?

selalunya mimpi2 kategori stress ni hanya sesuai dijadikan cerita horror ataupun fictional yang terlampau.

cth: masa kerja dulu aku bermimpi bos aku boleh ber-transform menjadi monster ataupun melayu panggil momok... ada jugak time aku melampau benci kat bos aku, maka malam itu aku bermimpi bos kecik aku 'buat kerja' ngan bos besar aku - out of all the people, aku lak yg nampak - so... mmg HORROR!

skrg dah tak keje, apa lak aku mimpi?
ada time aku mimpi, laki aku buat2 lupa kat aku - ini mimpi boleh mendatangkan marah... dan bila bangun pagi, aku jeling dia seround dan dia akan musykil kenapa la kena marah pagi2 ni...

ada gak mimpi yang bila bangun, aku pun tak tau apa pekdah mimpi tu...

tapi kengkadang ada mimpi yg bermakna... contohnya: aku penah mimpi aku ada nasi lemak, aku makan tak abis2 siap pas kat laki aku lagi... skali rupa2 nya laki aku dpt offer kerja yg better dari kerja dia masa tu...alhamdulillah... ia juga boleh memberi maksud, lepas tu boleh la laki aku beli nasi lemak byk2!

ini cerita mimpi ya... lain dgn cerita mengigau...
kalau nak cerita mengigau yg best...
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aku kena mintak izin laki aku dulu sebab....

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(aku kena mintak izin dia dulu :-p)

cuba teka mana aku...

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Wed, 18 Nov 2009 04:21:00 +0000

zainab rendah 2

kami satu keluarga

tolong menolong tidak mengira bangsa

kami merasa bangga

wahai ibu dan bapa

didada menyala utk terus membara

(betul ke lirik sekolah aku ni?? macam main tabor je... aku lupa la)

stupid people

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Wed, 18 Nov 2009 02:42:00 +0000

sometimes aku rasa, i am surrounded by idiots!

idiots who do not know how to behave

idiots who do not know how respect others

idiots who do not know how to honor their own words

idiots who just love to irritate you

idiots who simply cant resist flirting with someone else's husband

idiots who are vocally retarded

and some are just plain idiots!!

it sucks....!!!

bijak si kancil

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Tue, 17 Nov 2009 07:21:00 +0000

good qualities of my son (think so?!)

persistent: when he ask for something, he will keep asking until he get it or until he satisfy that he wont get it. e.g. kalau pergi klcc, everytime mesti nak masuk toys'r us. and everytime tak dpt, dia nangis and nangis and nangis until u want to take all your hair off your head pun he continue nangis! he will only stop bila kereta bergerak keluar dari tunnel parking klcc. 'ini dah konfem tak dpt ni... better stop crying!'
not easily influenced: he wont take your words easily. e.g. my MIL was telling a story to persuade him to eat veggie. 'when your daddy was small, he took spinach cos he wanted to be strong like popeye'... and he said 'yeah. ok' (translated: yeah, right...you think i would fall for that?!)
creative: he can make anything out of everything... and he can draw too - i will put his drawing next time ok.
outspoken: apa yg tak puashati, he will say it - esp about how we wanna raise him!
cunning: always know what to say in most 'situations'. e.g. i heard him playing with the insectide spray (ridsect tu) and i shouted from the kitchen (he was outside) 'hazeem buat apa tuh?!!' he kept quiet for a moment and answered 'hazeem terkentut, mama...'

bijak tak? bijak ....

itu belum masuk kebijaksanaan si harith!
next time...

he and him

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Tue, 17 Nov 2009 05:22:00 +0000

do they look the same??

hazeem

harith

hazeem

do i look like my big bro?

anak kecil main api

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Tue, 17 Nov 2009 05:02:00 +0000

kacang puteh? anyone?

jail bird... nah...

hi, my name is ika!

mertua vs menantu

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Mon, 16 Nov 2009 05:00:00 +0000

this topic is sensitive topic since ages ago. i think if the cavemen knew about marriage (proper marriage - not just knocking heads with their kayu), they would have same issues.

issues?

good or bad, they are still issues.
who doesnt have issues at all - let's just say they are talking bullshit.
well, to be fair, there are few who have good relationship... and mostly have disputes over even small matter.

i have a MIL.
i dont have a menantu yet as my first son is only 5 year old.

do i have issues with my MIL?
sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit...
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but let me put it this way, i have a good MIL.
she helps me alot esp when my maid ran away recently...and now i = maid!
but she helps me out a lot!

disputes?
of course, there are numbers... but i even had disputes with my own mom!

why i have this topic on my mind today?
cos sometimes aku serba salah... there were times aku tak puashati, of course aku menumpang and she has her rules...so salah aku if ada benda aku tak puashati.
kenapa aku menumpang? sebab laki aku nak menumpang rumah mak dia, dia taknak menumpang rumah mak aku wakakkaka...

well, this morning aku terpikir, MIL aku ni la yang besarkan hubby aku.
and i love him.
and kadangkala aku perasan same traits they share (eheheh... abang... u know what i am talking about!)
and they even share same birthdate!!

ada some people tried very hard to please their MILs... sebab MIL ni dalam islam dah macam mak sendiri. and it is not easy, i know cos kita semua dari asuhan berbeza.

and i solute those who have 'sort-of-bad' MIL but they tried their level best to be a good menantu...

and ada jugak menantu hantu yang tak respect MIL and in addition, dia lak yang influence the husband to ignore the mom...

it is a sad fact... but it is still a fact.

so, MIL aku not bad. she cooks everyday, cos aku mmg tak masak sebab aku tak mau dikutuk (wkakakak!!) aku masak air je...

becos she cooks everyday, and aku lak a fultime housewife, so sometimes i prefer to go out and eat... what? aku bukan ada can keluar lunch cam orang lain ok...

so, let me count my blessings and i have a good MIL and of course, nobody can replace my mom!

and those who hates your MIL, sila ingat2 one day u will become one... and you will never know what you'll become...

homemade

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Sun, 15 Nov 2009 04:49:00 +0000

the nescafe was leftover from our breakfast
i left it in teh freezer to be frozen

halfway, after few hours, i took it out
the chillness really excites me
i took a spoon
i crushed the half-made frozen nescafe

voila!
ice blended nescafe - homemade

marvellous!!

mari pikirkan...
iceblended kat luar -mahal bagai nak rak
and they tasted almost the same
cuma... hak buat sendiri kena tunggu berjam aaa utk dia separa beku :D

(actually, if aku berduit, aku beli je... tak kuasa tunggu air beku
and ko buleh je blend ice with the nescafe - ni kes bengap tunggu air tu beku)

the wonder of you - elvis presley

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Fri, 13 Nov 2009 03:23:00 +0000

when no one else can understand me
when everything i do is wrong
you give me hope and consolation
you give me strength to carry on

and you're always there to lend a hand
in everything i do
that's the wonder
the wonder of you

and when you smile the world is brighter
you touch my hand and i'm a king
your kiss to me is worth a fortune
your love for me is everything

i guess i'll never know the reason why
you love me as you do
that's the wonder
the wonder of you

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bangun pagi

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Fri, 13 Nov 2009 01:54:00 +0000

bangun pagi

gosok gigi

cuci muka

pakai baju

minum air

makan roti

saya sungguh senang hati

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sapa la yang buat lirik ni - senang hati sangat la di pagi hari huhuhu.... ini penipuan utk budak2 di siang hari (macam happily ever after)

what is happening?

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Thu, 12 Nov 2009 03:48:00 +0000

what in the world is happening nowadays?

when news is on - flood, flash flood, hurricane, taufan, earthquake, landslide

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in hospitals in clinics, sakit mata, budak2 demam - virus this and that

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apo nak jadi ni?

ini ke rupa hujung zaman?

ramai yang tak sedar diri, semua nak bercakap even on topics yang dia tak pandai pun dia nak berhujah sehingga kan tak sedar apa yang dihujah tu berdosa?

is this the cause? and are those the effects?

ya Allah, selamatkan hamba2 mu, buka kan hati kami ke arah jalan yang benar... amin.

i dont feel good cos i thought about it now i want to sleep

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Wed, 11 Nov 2009 07:45:00 +0000

....

zzz

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she - whom i used to call friend

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Wed, 11 Nov 2009 06:39:00 +0000

suddenly i remember somebody whom i used to call 'friend'

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the thot of her and her family, esp her beloved hubby (so she called) really frustrate my day...
we used to be close and she used to be a good friend

what happen? something stupid - stupid on my part for trusting a friend so much.

let this entry be pengajaran untuk semua orang. i dont want to buka pekong of the mentioned ones, but blogspot ni kan tempat luahan perasaan...

i knew her YEARS ago
and we went thru a lot, well bila dah jadik kejadian TU, hati aku mula2 sakit, lepas tu aku sedih...sebab aku tak expect out of all the people - dia yang buat aku gitu.

aku pinjamkan dia, and laki dia duit - and it is a lot (atleast for me, sebab aku tak berduit skrg ni). stupid enuf, aku percayakan kawan aku bagi je cenggitu without any black & white. now, dah berbulan2 dia tak bayar, and diorg siap ugut aku lagi - if aku wat kecoh kat orang lain pasal hutang diorg, maka nya aku takkan nampak lagi dah duit aku tu...!

adooohai, aku ni pun ada maruah. aku ada tahap sabar gak. aku duk buat bising pun kat sapa, kat kakak dia gak sebab nya sms aku dia tak jawab, call tak angkat, email tak balas.

tau lak dia marah.

pastu laki dia lak sms aku, kutuk aku bagai. eh eh... ingat aku tak de buah kutukan aku?? aku selama ni duk simpan je... bini dia duk print resume kat kedai aku, aku tak mintak duit. duk print guna printer laser aku, print sample flyers dia, aku tak mintak duit. byk lagi la diorg duk guna facility kat kedai aku dulu, tapi aku tak berkira sgt sbb dia kawan aku (dulu!). bila laki dia ungkit yg bukan2, siap mengugut aku lagi, aku bagi la semua yg aku duk kononnya nak halalkan dulu.

dia duk ungkit aku dulu byr gaji bini dia lambat. helo? bini ko jugak agree cenggitu, tapi lambat aku pun aku setelkan dalam bulan tu gak. dia bising, dia ngan bini dia terpaksa ikut peel aku pegi sana sini hal kedai... helo? bukan itu ke sebab aku bayar gaji bini ko??? bini ko keje balik awal almost hari2 ada aku bising? bini ko patut carik customers tapi most of the time duk ber internet, ada aku bising? takde. sekrg aku bising. sebab ko tu yang tak tau malu. never sedar diri ko tu kat mana!

ok, ikut kan hati, i wish i could just mention names here....

err... nak ke tak? nak ke tak?

pengajarannya,
bila bagi loan kepada kawan2, tak kira rapat camne pun, please buat black n white. if nak hantar boncer pun atleast ada proof.

god knows what they have been telling friends and families about this. god knows what actually happen to them. but the pain they have been causing (others) have made them 'closer'...

entry aku ni mungkin akan menaikkan amarah mike2 yg kaki marah tu. tapi aki buat entry ni utk pengajaran. kira ok la aku tak tebar nama kat sini...

as for me, aku still nak duit aku. if diorg tak nak bayar, biar la tuhan balas, sebab org berhutang ni susah... lebih2 lagi if pemiutang tak halal kan... almaklum la kita sesama islam ni...

whatever it is, if possible aku tak nak berhubungan with them, cos aku malas. and aku tau, diorg pun dah malas.duit leh masuk akaun, tq.

moga ini jadi pengajaran kita semua.

hospital visiting hour :D by three gorgeous ladies

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Wed, 11 Nov 2009 04:09:00 +0000

we visited liza in the hospital, she is still recovering from the c-sect she had delivering her first born baby :D

we?
beautifully and very much pregnant zureen
amazingly and very much talking koyong (eheheh...)
and myself (didampingi noti harith ;-p)

liza and gazza (the new mum and dad) look happy, ye la anak first kan...
but sorry guys, kitorg lak tersyok sendiri borak bagai nak rak buat bising lak dlm spital, nasib baik katil sebelah kosong :D

suke kome... ehehhe.. congrats!

ni anak aku ni...gaza tolong layan sebab aku dah tak larat kejar dia

old friends...

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(mana gambar2 lain ni....? apasal aku upload tak mo kuar punnnn!)

pengubat hati luka

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 03:36:00 +0000

last night, hubby & i watched football game between club teams of our kampung... manchester united and chelsea (ehehhe... saje ngaku kampung)

oh, suka nya hati ku bila abang terry menjaringkan gol header pada 2nd half menyebabkan team kami menang 1-0.

abang ku, nasib baik abang tido tatkala ja bersorak keriangan (quitely sebab takleh sorak kuat2 budak2 dah tido...)

oh, abang terry.... :D

gazza & liza aka daddy & mummy

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 00:20:00 +0000

congratulations to my good friends, gazza & liza on their new addition to the family...

baby girl weighs 3.3kg, arrived at hospital pantai, pandan indah via c-sect

let the daddy tells u the story...

sebijik muka si mummy ;-p

TAHNIAH!

(dont forget, the baby comes with sleepless nights and a complete makeover of your life... but she is the ultimate blessing you can get :D)

testing

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Sun, 08 Nov 2009 17:53:00 +0000

testing...

my top 5 treat list

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Sun, 08 Nov 2009 08:49:00 +0000

being a normal human being, who has needs (all the time), i have to list my top 5 treat list to really understand what i really... really... want as a treat of my life :D and also to differentiate a kedai mamak treat and the luxury treat (hmmm.....)

1.
to celebrate my honeymoon in Mauritius and stay at the best hotel, in their honeymoon suite.

2.
to own a BMW X3
http://www.bmw.com/com/en/newvehicles/x3/x3/2006/allfacts/equipment_msport.html

3.
a trip to Disneyland with hubby and the kids!

4.
a full wardrobe change! full with designer handbags, accessories and branded comfortable clothes (mampu kah? ;-p)

last but not least (well, this is the most important cos....)

5.

a red Dell Inspiron 13 to complete my life. it should be in my top 5 cos it will help me ...

'be online'... all the time with its enhanced wireless supports
see better - not becos i wear better prescription contact lenses but becos of its wide vivid display
enjoy a good movie with its HDMI connection
be a 'superwoman' by multitasking more via its portable power that delivers 50% more performance
show my 'retro-chic' side with the cool design, which i will proudly bring it everywhere i go!

3-1

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Sun, 08 Nov 2009 02:34:00 +0000

aku dah excited tunggu 8.45pm

papa pun dah lama tak layan bola, call aku suh ready depan tv, siap suh kim salam hobin kat laki aku

tepat 8.45pm, laki aku dah standby depan tv

aku dah hembus2 tv tu

sekali........................

HAMPASSSSSSSSS!

apa ni Red Warriors?!? main bola tahap cipan

bola melantun sana sini
aduhai... keciwa

abe Indra, mujor ado gol mace abe beckham... tapi sayang semua nya sudah terlambat....

swisscelergen

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Fri, 06 Nov 2009 09:42:00 +0000

remember i talked about celergen before?

well... today i met a friend, she has been taking celergen for 3 months, and guess what? now she doesnt have to wear her glasses anymore! wah... for a lady like me, yang ada spek berpower sebanyak 650 for an eye, i am going to try this.

the good thing about this product, when u consume it, it helps your entire body, it doesnt tackle just one problem. and dont be surprise, ada yang badan slim after taking it for a week... eheheh... of course la slim by 1kg je... but a week ok!

and those who worry about wrinkles, it helps.

hi-blood, helps.

chronic pain? sakit lutut, sakit belakang? helps.

sakit kaki becos of high heels? helps.

hormon imbalance? thyroid? insyaallah helps.

simple explanation: as we age, yes...everybody ages ok..., as we age, our cells get weak and when they duplicate themselves into new cells, they duplicated a weaker cell. it goes on and on and on. sebab tu, bila tua, lagi senang dpt penyakit. sakit sana sini... (yup, i am also talking thru experience :D)

so, celergen, helps to rebuild and revitalise your organs thru cell therapy.

senang cakap, orang kaya2 tak injections. celergen is in softgels, and they are halal, made from marine products.

nak lagi paham, read here.

i will try it starting tomorrow since my mom has a positive result. will keep u updated. mana la tau kot kurus lak lepas ni (ahhahahah!!!!)

if anybody nak try it out, also let me know :)

is it alright to lie to your children?

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Fri, 06 Nov 2009 02:19:00 +0000

so?

is it ok to do so?

why do i have this Q this morning?
hazeem was a tough nut to crack when it comes to asking him to take bath but once he is in the bathroom, it takes another difficult nut to crack to get him out - nuts! yang sakit hati, berbotol2 sabun habis... in short period. water bill? i dont even wanna think about it.

so, normally i would say, 'hazeem, membazir ni kawan syaitan... hazeem tau syaitan tu apa?'

'tau. syaitan jahat...' he said while nodding his head slowly but his feet still playing the water in the tub...

'mama tak nak hazeem jadi kawan syaitan. hazeem jangan la main air ya...'

'ok' short and simple and convincing answer.

tak sampai seminit aku melangkah keluar... i could hear splashes of water - dia sambung main air balik.... arghhhh!!!

my last resort, aku pegi kat belakang umah. ada satu tingkap tandas tu, aku ketuk 2-3 times.

mencicit anak aku berlari kuar, 'mama! mama! sapa ketuk tingkap?'

'hah, syaitan kot... dia carik kawan dia la tu. hazeem main air kan??' err.. would this label me as the syaitan who knocked on him? ehehhe

cepat2 dia mandi.

so, is it alright to lie to these little innocent ones?

regards,
i-dont-wanna-be-the-syaitan

langkah baru

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Thu, 05 Nov 2009 09:36:00 +0000

tukar blog title...

tukar muka blog...

tukar setting skit...

tukar layout sana sini

puas??

belum puas... tapi tak sompek nak buek yang lain laie...

semula la pulok! tok cekak doh weiiii

(mixed marriage... mixed between kelate and negori kuangkuangkuang...)

nak tukar!!!

noreply@blogger.com (ja amran) — Thu, 05 Nov 2009 06:32:00 +0000

bila la aku dpt tukar tajuk blog ni???!!!